Serena's Random Thoughts

just a way for me to share all my crazy thoughts. please comment at will.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

love this song

damn, it's been a long time since i felt like this. . . kind of miss it actually.

"Do What You Have To Do"
(Sarah McLachlan)

what ravages of spirit
conjured this temptuous rage
created you a monster
broken by the rules of love
and fate has lead you through it
you do what you have to do
and fate has led you through it
you do what you have to do ...

and i have the sense to recognize that
i don't know how to let you go
every moment marked
with apparitions of your soul
i'm ever swiftly moving
trying to escape this desire
the yearning to be near you
i do what i have to do
the yearning to be near you
i do what i have to do

but i have the sense to recognize
that i don't know how
to let you go
i don't know how
to let you go

a glowing ember
burning hot
burning slow
deep within I'm shaken by the violence
of existing for only you

i know i can't be with you
i do what i have to do
I know i can't be with you
I do what I have to do

and I have sense to recognize but
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go
I don't know how to let you go

5 Comments:

  • At 10:11 AM, Blogger LT Goto said…

    hey, so i have two questions. when's the last time you woke up missing someone? and, when's the last time you admitted to yourself that you woke up missing someone?

     
  • At 10:59 AM, Blogger serena said…

    it's been a awhile since i missed waking up with someone. i guess mostly it's because the last few relationships i had - it was my choice to end.

    but i have to say that there are quite a few times that i miss falling asleep with someone (in a more general sense). one of my favorite moments with a significant other, is those tender moments right before you fall asleep.

    i just realized recently though, that i'm not too good at admitting anything that has to do with feelings, or needs, or desires.

    so who have YOU been missing?

     
  • At 12:08 PM, Blogger LT Goto said…

    i don't know, but this new blow-up doll i just got seems to cure all of that...

    ;)

     
  • At 12:52 PM, Blogger LT Goto said…

    you know, i just thought about it and, uh, i think all this female (plutonic) companionship i've been experiencing lately is having an effect on me. i used to think that hanging out with cool, low-maintenance chicks was enough. lately, though, i'm starting to think i might like something more. must be the summer.

     
  • At 1:33 PM, Blogger serena said…

    hey - i happen to know a cool, low maintenance chick you hang out with!

    but yeah, i know what you mean. it's fun to have friends. but there's always certain needs (emotional and physical) that just stay unfulfilled with platonic friendships. . .

     

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